I don’t know why I am so nervous to get back into a relationship
Maybe I’m scared of getting hurt, maybe I’m scared of hurting someone else, but no one is ever up to par
I feel as if I’m letting some great relationships go, but I don’t know what to feel right now.
Maybe it’s because I’m young and busy and pre-occupied with everything that will dictate my future.. Who knows.
But all I know is that I don’t know what I truly want anymore, in a guy. I’m stuck and can’t choose.
The regret kills me every time, too.