August 2009
WTF
OKAY, I just rendered the slideshow I just made and it was, like, 40 something GBs!
HOLY CRAP, LOL.
I’m re-rendering it as I speak though, so it’ll only be 20~ MB and it’ll upload it to YouTube for me. C:
Weird day
I don’t feel like myself and I’ve had no appetite whatsoever.. It is really weird. It’s like, I like that guy so much that my body is all “wtfwtf” and flips out or something. I dunno, it’s hard to explain (or better yet, I don’t know how to explain it).
asdf.
I loved it when he was hugging me and holding hands and dancing with me and talking in his car...
“I like it rough ‘cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all.”
– Pain by Three Days Grace.
“Pressure is building at the base of my spine, if I’ve got to sin to see...”
– Pray by Puscifer.
“Jesus has risen, it’s no surprise; even he would martyr his momma to ride...”
– Pray by Puscifer.
Paper thin hymn - Anberlin.
“I lose myself in all these fights,
I lose my sense of wrong and right;
I cry,...”
– “It’s not over” by Secondhand Serenade.
Isn't easy
I can’t explain how or what I am feeling right now and it’s bugging the hell out of me; it’s like I want to be happy, but there are things pulling me and my mood down.
I want to punch something. Punish something.
All these emotions are flooding at me now and it’s like I have had them bottled up inside of me all this time.
Max did NOT deserve to die and how he died was...
“Modern music is as dangerous as narcotics.”
– Pietro Mascagni
People say - Portugal. The Man
“Then I’ll see your face, I know I’m finally yours, I find everything...”
– “Pieces” by Red.
Memories
I can’t get the fact that I saw my good friends dogs’ death a few days ago; it’s replaying in my head: we (me, Lindsay and Tyler) were sitting around a smoking bonfire, the sky sending down light raindrops. We were talking about death and on the current subject of Lindsay’s grandfather when there came the sound of a truck coming down the front, gravel road. Max, one of...
Flashback by Sonic Syndicate.
Hare hare yukai - Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi.